Table 2 Themes, subthemes, codes

Getting hit by reality

Gap between theory and practice

Maximum theory while studying

Minimum practical exposure

Ample amount of work in the ward

Different practice

No protective shield

No one to guide/protect

Plethora of responsibilities

Heavy workload

Full responsibility

Losing confidence

Being fearful

Fear of procedures

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of getting scolded

Anxiety

Nervousness

Need for verification

Being ignored

Working as instructed

Not knowing rationale

Not being able to answer queries raised

Being mistrusted

Being bypassed

Being accused

Easy target

False accusation

Guilt transfers

Feeling unsupported

Left without guidance

Left alone

No detailed orientation

No training

Limited support from seniors

Being controlled

Being overburdened

Being troubled

Being dominated

Being ordered

Being undermined

Being scolded

Being treated differently

Wanting to leave

Some supportive seniors

Gathering strength

Reflecting

Evaluate own work

Search

Read

Watch

Improve

Asking for help

Ask seniors

Request for guidance